The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

 

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I cant explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I dont want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe its best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I cant explain what you cant explain.
Your finding things that you didnt know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe its best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
Its too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now Im on my own side
Its better than being on your side
Its my fault when your blind
Its better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now youre the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
Its too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

The place I call "Marikina"

I've been busy around lately because of hospital duties and one of my favorite destination is the City of Marikina. Most people would compare this city to Singapore. One of the cleanest, most disciplined countries in the world. And I totally agrees with this. You see, I've been traveling all the way to this city and until now I doubted to cross the streets of Marikina especially if there are NO pedestrian lane. Haha' ( I'm always thinking I would be caught in the act, crossing the streets or littering and gets offenses... wew scary) I kinda love this place because it always reminds me of the doctors I've assisted before ( I had a hospital duty in Amang Rodriguez which is of course located in Marikina) they're cute I tell you! haha' Even the house of my classmate Christine ( I've stayed there for quite sometime with my group mate Dema). I tell you, my experience with this place is great! I always wanted to go back there.. and will always be..

Best duty ever..

Usually, I don't like having duty at the hospital but now i think I'm liking it!! haha' With a cool clinical instructor and hilarious group mates, I had a good time with them!! Supposedly, there should be ten persons in each group but in my group's case, we're only eight and the group should be divided into 2 groups. The other one was complete but with my group?? we're only three of us. We enjoyed being together in PNPGH with sir Mostoles as our CI. We savor the chicken at the Andok's while we eat together. I got to know them since we have our bonding in the hospital. Sad to say, we went on to our next duty ( in Amang Rodriguez E.R. ward )without the other group.It was worth it though since I now applying the things I've learned with Sir Mostoles. I did used the ECG, I've also done CPR, And I've assisted some cute doctors in the ward! haha' I was overwhelmed with what I've done now.. I was too exhausted 'cause I've never done such things in my life and in my duty as well. Sobrang kakapagod to the extend na you would just wanna go home and sleep after duty.. Tumayo ka ba nman ng 8 hours in the ward with no break?? lupet noh?? But despite the fact that I've put myself in a very toxic environment, I've learned not just something that i can apply to my future work, but to life as well.. and I'd seriously thank my C.Is' for being our guardian/guide sa LAHAT ng things you'd need to learn in the hospital.. You might have regret not realizing "Saya pala sa duty"!!

Go gaga over Lady Gaga

Hi guys!! I'm back!!! I'm a huge fan of Lady Gaga so I decided to write a blog 'bout her. There's so many speculations circulating the net like she's a member of Illumnati ( an anti-christ organization which praises The Horus Eye or The well known fallen angel Lucifer), and she's a hemaphrodite ( I don't think so.. :D).But what I really admire about this girl is that she's got an awesome voice. You would actually recognize her voice once she sings. She also has a karisma as a singer which made her huge in the music industry.She made a mark in the fashion industry though others find her clothes weird. (like me:D) That's why the "Lady Gaga era" was born. I find her songs so catchy! ( Even adults are into it!! haha') Regardless of the gossips about her, I praise her for being so sweet and humble. She never forgets to thank everyone especially her parents for their support!( I've actually seen a video where she sang speechless which was first released the same day she sang it live on Ellen. She wrote it for her dad so that she could insist him to have a heart surgery. And you could actually see her  good side..:(( ) I hope other celebrities and influential people would be like her.. That really makes me go gaga over Lady Gaga!!

Breathe

I climb, I slip, I fall,
reaching for your hands
but I lay here all alone
sweating all your blood
If I could find out how
To make you listen now
Because I'm starving for you here
with my undying love

and I..I will...
Breathe for love tommorow
cause there's no hope
for today..
Breathe for love tommorow
Cause maybe there's
another way...
I climb, I slip, I fall..
Into your empty hands
but I lay here all alone
sweating all your blood..

-Paramore



This is one of my fave songs ever written by Paramore..

Jose Rizal as The Jack the ripper??

Who wouldn't know about the 1888's worst unidentified killer -- Jack the ripper?? This is one of the worst crimes since the police until now haven't solve the case yet. Killing 6+ prostitute women in the dark allays of London streets.His victims were ripped by surgical knife that is extremely sharp, mutilated and been stabbed to death.He first cut the victim's throat. He then cut open the victim's body and place the intestines, the other half of the breast, ovaries and other internal organs beside the victim's body. Worse, one of the victim was ripped open and took away her kidney . The name Jack the ripper was named after by the journalists that time. And the letters made by the killer was the cops' ONLY basis since the said killer would write to the officials stating "Catch me when you can." in one of his letters. Scary right?? I think the killer might have a psychological disorder. I don't think any rational man could do such things like that. I heard that one of the accused  killers is our very own national hero Jose Rizal. At that time, he was there in London around 1888 when those killings happened and until now some were arguing about this because when Rizal left London in 1889, the killings stopped. And the biggest news for me is that he could be the father of Germany's Hitler! The result of indiscretion with a prostitute in Vienna. In my opinion, I think it's possible since he's known as being a womanizer. They said jack the ripper was  like a doctor because it is said that he was too good enough to mutilate his victims. Not everyone knew the story especially Filipinos like us!! Come to think of it foreigners knew about this and if this is true, It would be very embarrassing to our part.  What can you say about that??   

drawing blues

Hey guys!!!  Check out my drawing! I made it myself and I did put a lot of effort in it since I drew it through computer..This is one of the few versions I drew on my notebook. Honestly, I find it hard working on this since I'm not used to draw on a MS paint...I'm not good in colors so I hope you can give me some suggestions or comment regarding this.Please do so..hahaha'

Enjoy!!

♬ ♪♫ Jason Walker- Down♬ ♪♫

Water hose

Last night, I was assigned to wash the dishes and before I do that chores I had to refill all the water containers in the house so that I would no longer insist my dear neighbor to open their water tank again if ever they would turn it off. ( By the way, here in La Colina, we have no water since the pipe workers are still working on it. Lucky for my neighbor since they  have their own water tank, they let my family share with them hahaha!)While I was using a water hose in the kitchen at the middle of my chores, they turned the faucet off from the tank so I ended up using a a deeper and a pail for the continuation of my chores. I forgot to turn off the water hose. and guess what?
 I woke up today finding myself in a house flooded...

 My moral lesson?? turn off the water hose before sleeping...

Yup!! that's my story...Try to catch up with me guys and feel free to comment!!!